Backstory

Kelly and I were college classmates. We had quite a few classes together, as we were in the same program of study. She gave a fantastic speech at commencement in December 2019.

I also want to mention that i admire her for her intelligence, and work ethic, Not just based on the fact that she had a perfect GPA but because of the effort she put into her work. She will definitely go far in life and be very successful in what ever she does with type of skillset.  

Shortly after graduation, we communicated via text message, although not very often. The last text message I received from her was she had gotten married and was doing well in her professional career. 

I totally respect the boundaries of a women being married I wish her well and many years of happiness with her husband. 

One day about 3-4 months later, I texted her again wanting to chat. She didn’t respond. So I figured she was busy. I then texted her a few more times over the course of a few months. Then I picked up the phone and called her. The call went right to voicemail. As my concern grew, I then used *67 to call her, this would appear on her end as an unknown caller. Sure enough, she answered. I hung up immediately. 

Then some time later, I saw she blocked me on LinkedIn. We had connected on that platform shortly before graduation.

So fast forward to April 2026, i had composed an email with two ai generated images of Kelly, as well as a street address i found on white pages. 

This was mainly to get some type of response from her, and boy did i get one.

Not only did she go to the police, she had me served with a no contact order. 

Due to the order, I can not contact her, nor go to her residence. I feel this is the only thing that would put my mind at ease. If she sees this that's fine, but if not, at least it’s out there. 

My thoughts

Let's start with the order I was served with. 

She knows I am legally blind, and can’t see well enough to drive a vehicle. So why would I spend the fortune to take an uber or lyft the 60+ miles into Scottsdale just to go to her doorstep. My family certainly isn’t going to drive me, and on my salary I can barely afford it anyways. 

She mentioned her dogs in the report, never did I indicate I would harm her dogs, let alone her. I am an animal lover, and even though i prefer cats over dogs, She really must be dreaming if she thinks i would do something to them. 

The box was checked that I own a firearm. I do not, and nor do I have the funds to get one. My mother is very anti gun and would kick me out if i ever acquired one and had it in our home.

The first AI  picture was her in a bikini, I will admit I got carried away when I was playing with it. I have not shared it on social media, and even if i did the only people who’d know or recognize her would be those who actually know who she is.

The second picture was more of a personal one to me, It had her kneeling on the beach with a bloodied fist, but no facial injuries. While I can see how she would take this as her being beaten up, it was actually not that way. This is the personal part in the next paragraph. 

The fact that I am a 34 year old virgin and have not had the fortune of participating in foreplay as well as  the fact that I am legally blind, and often nudes on the internet or in porn movies do not arouse me. What I found is that I am turned on by female vs female fist fights, more so the sounds of hitting different areas of the face, as each part, eye, nose, mouth/teeth sounds unique, and the aftermath of the fight as shown in the picture with her fist. I would never force a female to fight against their will. Honestly most of my dreams that are sexual in nature are just me being beaten up by a good looking female. 

As I lucid dream I am aware of me being asleep and thus allow the beating to happen. 

Jingle

In case Kelly is wondering, the phrase kelly kelly fe foe felly welly was from a commercial from the mid 2000s that was advertising a Kelly doll. Since she and I are about the same age, I thought I'd mention it, She never really said if this bothered her. 

I do recall our capstone project and she was originally going to name her creation the goddard 5000 which was a reference to a nickelodeon show from the mid 2000s called jimmy neutron, which i will admit i watched here and there, 

Final thoughts

So, with everything above noted, I wanted to give my sincere apologies to Kelly. 

It was never my intention to cause you distress, nor was I ever planning to harm you, your dogs, or travel to your residence. 

I really just wanted a friend and to keep in touch here and there and to see how each other's professional careers evolve over time. 

What i don’t understand is the sudden blockage and non communication to a point of blocking me on every platform without any notice or explanation. Maybe she thinks that ignoring me was the message. In my mind though that is rude and immature. If you don’t want to speak to someone you should let them know and not make them feel guilty and think that you did something to make them mad at you.

I don’t want to die a virgin, nor do I want to die without getting this out in the open, I wouldn’t have written this if the guilt, and recurring dreams went away. 

I could have told her off with a bunch of F bombs and such, but that is not who i am and not who i want to be. 

If she reads this and has something to say to me, she knows how to get a hold of me. 

For everyone else thank you for reading and have a great day.